Care
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Time Stops
[When you’re tied up about your past, it is the same as time standing still.] Basically… if you cannot let go or you keep holding on to something that happened it is like time has stopped for you.
- Care, FAMILY, Help, Humanitarian, MOVEMENT, OTHER, Relationship, Relationships, SELF, Social, Social conditioning, Triggers, Where is the
Multimedia, Nostalgia, and Current Day Events
Sometimes there are interactions or conversations that take place around us that move us at our cores. A conversation takes place between character Liz and their about to be departed grandmother, with the help of *alien friend, Max’s, powers. With the recent and sudden passing of my cousin for reasons seemingly “somewhat” shrouded in mystery, but likely a suicide, myself and other family members are left drifting, wondering, and incomplete. Wouldn’t it be nice to have one more conversation? one more before a parting of the ways? Roswell, Season 1, Episode 4 [Grandma Claudia] Honey Bear. Let me guess. Max. [Liz] Grandma, I guess the thing that I…
- Binary concepts, Care, Chosen Identity, FAMILY, Goals, Humanitarian, Identity, MOVEMENT, Muse, OTHER, Queer, REHABILITATION, Relationship, Relationships, SELF, Traditions, Value, Where is the
Old Self Reflections (2004 vs 2022)
I’m not who I used to be And that’s okay 👍🏻 👌 🙆
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First Real Bloom
So the first one to bloom outside the wild strawberries – those from the Winco flower mix dry-seed packets – one solitary light purple, blue-pink Sweet Pea Mix the last several days. And now, we have one solitary orange flower with dark markings (have not successfully identified which one yet) and some woven growing threads and another potential bud or two, and a wild strawberry or two… but other than that, that’s it… Since April 2nd to now (3 months, 2+ weeks, =July 20th)… not much blooming yet.
- Binary concepts, Care, Chosen Identity, FAMILY, Father figure, Goals, Help, Humanitarian, Identity, MIT, Mother figure, MOVEMENT, OTHER, Queer, REHABILITATION, Relationships, SELF, Social, Triggers, Triggers, Where is the
Dream People & Self Learning
After a troubling few encounters in my current profession this last week I had come to realize – yet again – that no one had my back when I needed them to. Not only that, but I would need to learn to define for myself the gray areas when people are harassing me and how much I can or should tolerate before calling it a day and having someone else deal with it (safety risk assessment… but also a personal one) Sometimes these days are accompanied by dreams, but sometimes these dreams come later or much later. In a recent dream where I was designated to arrange or complete a…
- Binary concepts, Care, Goals, Help, Inspiration, MOVEMENT, OTHER, Queer, REHABILITATION, SELF, Social conditioning, Triggers, Where is the
Wisdom of the Masses
Twelve plus years ago my primary partner was reading a book (among many others) that they were interested in. The topic was understanding the wisdom of the masses. I laughed at the title saying, “the point of a statement like the wisdom of the masses can only lead to a bottom-line that there is no wisdom in the masses“ I think & believe that anyone with experience in social conditioning in groups, schools, churches, etc. know how a group of people can gather, rise up, and sway opinion based on a few ring leaders (even modern day memes, social media platforms, and even movements, etc. bear witness to common day…
- Binary concepts, Care, Chosen Identity, FAMILY, Goals, Habits, Help, Identity, Mother figure, MOVEMENT, OTHER, Queer, REHABILITATION, Relationship, SELF, Social conditioning, Traditions, Triggers, Triggers, Where is the
Humans Change
So, I put my “honey-moon” bathing suit in the Good-Will bag today. I keep telling myself “next year I’ll be able to fit back into this – or maybe next year” and how proud I would be with a before and after photo showing how much I am still the same person I was in 2008 as I am in 20–whatever. I have had multiple opportunities to throw this bikini out. Countless conversations in my mind, but this last week pushed my resolve. I was measured at the doctor (I do not weigh myself anymore because negative triggers abound in life, and that is one less one I could care…
- Care, Chosen Identity, FAMILY, Goals, Habits, Help, Identity, Inspiration, MIT, MOVEMENT, OTHER, REHABILITATION, SELF, Social conditioning, Traditions, Where is the
Where’s the Movement?
In this day and age an important question for decisions on life, lifestyle, and your legacy in this world is “Where’s the Movement?” Where are you Going? Who or What do you Serve? It is in the active support and participation with surrounding communities, environments, families, and friends that we see the greatest impacts in our world and in the lives of others. Ask yourself: Where’s the movement in your life? are you thriving? or just surviving?
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Moments in Life
There are moments in life where you get an impression or reflection of what might come. I have had an impression that some day I will live another life. One beyond the one I live now. One with new relationships that will be important, relevant, and special in their own way. … at the very least these will and can happen – in the end. That is what is important to remember.
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Soreness
I am so sore from today. Not sure if it was the whiskey… not enough sleep -or good sleep… or not enough movement (walking, stretches, exercise) Accomplished a lot more than I intended, but still have some important items to do… (e.g. laundry of work clothes)
